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Sunday, 10 August 2008
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fool
i spent the last 50 hours of my life unhappy.miserable.and irritable.
becos of small incidents, i didnt enjoy breakfast with the family, i forgo my sunday lunch w the family. and wasted the last 50 hours tt i'm never ever gonna get back.at the end of this, i didnt get any satisfaction out of it. just very tired eyes and very sick of the same issues. so i say, if after 50 hours of continuous trying it doesnt go away, it's time to let it deal with itself. and let it be. and go spend the rest of my hours more productively.
this is the art of positive thinking you say?
no, just regrets about wasted time.
self-inflicted i say.
and may i add that its enough already!
go away bad thoughts. go away.
Saturday, 09 August 2008
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thank you wally.
you're no more a baby puppy! big boy already! wally's one! :)
thank You for you.
- for always making me smile, no matter when or where or what.
- for always rushing to me whenever you see me, as if i'm the world's most impt person.
- for loving everyone in the family (but me most).
- for being that sensitive soul, who understands my moods best.
- for just being there when i need you.
- for not peeing in my room even tho its really cold and you cant get out cos the door's closed.
- and finally, for licking away my tears tonight and that look in your eyes.
WWIDWY
what will i do without you.
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someday. somewhere.
i hardly know how to begin.
someday, these mass of feelings will all go away.
and i'll find somewhere to bask in the sunshine again.a world where there's no more waiting.
a world where i'm finally at peace but more alive than ever.西界
阳光越过窗沿 我在阴影里面.
才过正午十三点 就漆黑一片
没有人看得见 我心深处的阴暗面
只能眺望东边 你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限 幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我 就是拉不到你的手
因为我活在西边 只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面 却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边 只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在这夜的边缘 给我一丝光线
让你 能多看我一眼help me find that place.
Wednesday, 06 August 2008
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out of leg
people always use the phrase "out of hand", supposedly meaning things move out of their hands and they have semingly no control over them. well, i've been going so many places for work and learning that i think out of leg's more suitable. especially since the legs operate the wheels more than the hands. ha.
i'm blabbering.
really tired (as usual). i think i need to have a rest day soon. my sleep's getting interrupted, though i am in deep sleep, i can still feel my brain restless and irritated. and my mood. urgh. frustrated quite easily. just need a day to slack and not do anything. not worry about anything.
and when i finally get that, i'll worry about being lonely.
bleh. the contradicts in me.
i'm thinking of moving my blog soon. min highly recommends wordpress. any other recommendations? i really hate the photoupload thing here ughs.
:)
Currently Reading
Why We Buy: The Science Of Shopping
By Paco Underhill
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Thursday, 31 July 2008
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the feminist
there are days when i'm more feminist than normal, and today is one of them.
every time i attend an industry event, i have 2 reactions:1. if the company's leaders are mostly male, i wonder where are the females.
2. if there are some (always few) female leaders, i wonder if they're really zai, or did they just meet the right people.ok. it's bad to stereotype. and i'm sure ppl stereotype me too.
but i want to succeed!
so anyway, the off-day was hectic! garden festival was fabulous tho! i had a nice surprise and thoroughly enjoyed it with my mom. took gazillion pictures too. hahaha.
and the dinner function was nice. been long since i went for one.
and the feminist is now hooked on heroes. very delayed i know. but wow! who knows where i can get the series?
B++
worldadore
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- Name: jas
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 1/3/2007
